Thu, 19 May 2005

Horse Collision
I HAD FINALLY COME TO THE ONLY POSSIBLE LOGICAL CONCLUSION TO THE FINAL QUESTION AND THAT IS THE ONLY EXPLANATION FOR THIS LIFE THAT I HAVE CONTINUED FALLING FOWARD INTO IS THAT IN THIS VAST WAKE OF DECAY AND FILTH AND THAT IS MY ROLE IN THIS EMPTY BROWN VALLEY IS THAT THROUGH MY LOSS AND SUFFERING I AM FILLING THE CRACKS OF THIS WORLD WITH VIRII AND MOSSES LIVING OFF THE PARTS OF MY BODY WHICH FALL FROM ME AND WILL IN MILLIONS OF YEARS BECOME A NEW LIFE WHICH WILL WALK THE RERISEN EARTH ITS TRUE INTENDED HOSTS AND LIKE A GANG OF IDIOT GODS IGNORANT OF THE LENGTHS OF THEIR POWER THEY WILL CONSIDER THEMSELVES MASTERS OF PROVIDENCE AND GRACE, BOILING AWAY THE SIN OF THE OCEANS, ENDLESS MILES OF GREEN OIL TRAPPING BIRDS AND BROKEN PIECES OF OFFICES LONG SUBMERGED AND STARING OUT INTO THE BURNING OCEANS MY PROGENY WILL EXPLODE IN PAROXYMS OF PURE INTENTION AND THEN THEY WILL KNOW THE LIE OF THE LEGENDS THAT THEY HAD TOLD THEMSELVES THAT THEY WERE NOT BLESSED BY SOME FAST-RETREATING STRONG AND JOYFUL CREATOR BUT WERE THE EXCREMENT AND DEAD PIECES OF MY FAILING TO MAINTAIN MY BODY INTEGRITY AND WHEN I LOOK DOWN AT THE STAINS FOLLOWING ME LIKE A GIANT PATH OF EVIDENCE I SEARCH IT FOR CLUES FOR INSTANCES OF DEVELOPING A CULTURE A CANON OF LITERATURE A HISTORY OF ITS PRIOR FECAL HISTORY OF WHICH IT IS COGNIZANT IN THE HOPE IT CAN AVOID THE MISTAKES OF ITS PAST AS IT PULLS ITSELF UP THE BELL CURVE INTO DEVELOPING A MARKETPLACE AND A CONSUMER CULTURE VEHICLES AND FARMS AND ITS OWN TELEVISION SHOWS IN WHICH THE FOIBLES OF ITS SHIT-LIFE WERE GENTLY PRODDED BY REENACTMENTS OF HOME LIFE DEVELOPING ORGANS AND HAIR LIKE A HALF-DEVELOPED TWIN AND IN THE VISION OF BURNING OIL THEY WILL SEE THEIR SOURCE AND THE WILL WORSHIP ME AND WALK THE REBIRTHED WORLD STAINING EACH THING THEY TOUCH AND EVERYTHING THEY TOUCH WILL BE MINE.
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