ballroom dancing with the vermin-eater
As of this afternoon it has finally started snowing here in the republic
of Iowa, the ghosts of head-on fatalities attempting to read the
calligraphy of tiretracks across the asphalt before the snow swallows
them completely. I went out with my new secondhanded camera to try to
catch pictures of them, the confusion in their spirit-eyes as they lose
the lattice of the body, now little more than a tissue-map spread acros
their dashboards, and become less-than, minus the habits of the organs,
so that their forms become increasingly nonhumaniod, until all you can
see is shifting patterns in the snow, the brain making connections where
no connections exist. I never made it out to the highway, however, as I
was spotted by the vermin-eater, out on the deck in her stained prom
dress, attempting to catch snowflakes on the tips of syringe needles.
The vermin-eater believes that the form of snowflakes are a
communications technology, so that each snowflake makes use of a limited
alphabet of patterns in order to form an unlimited set of
information-packages, and since none of the failures at the university
will put proper funding behind the snowflake translation project, she
gets absolutely frenzied when it snows, as the information is lost
forever as soon as the sun returns. Like many of us out here in the
park, the vermin-eater stopped paying her lot fees and utilities years
ago, after the managers were vanished, but unlike myself (who still
earns a marginal living by which I can support my experiments and
addictions) the vermin-eater lives off what her gang of dogs drags out
of the fields, and since her dogs have shrunken skulls, the prey they
hunt are moles, skunks, and crows. The vermin-eater told me to stay away
from the accident scene; the dogs and a cult of organ theives were
having it out and neither side would have much ptience for my
phototaking. I nodded, shrugged, and walked to the office to get a coke.
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