Thu, 19 May 2005

skin for everyone
there is a heat source they hold in the mouth and exchange, back and forth, under the disguise of conversation and they are nurtured and educated by this process and i cannot understand its nature and my possession of the source is a corruption and the understanding of the intent of all those who have held the source in the mouth is unintelligable to me and makes me literally sick in the muscle of my neck and chest and also in my stomach and now my mouth is ruined for food or speech and still i do not understand you are all blank to me and my every attempt is just mimicry and politeness only now the mouth has been disfigured and cannot make certain shapes barring me from certain sounds and through the diminished glottals in the sound of my voice everyone knows what i am.
(12:25.05.19.2005) [/scrytch] #